I've been neglecting my blog lately hahahaha. Ooops.

Been busy .... and distracted. Blogging normally eats up about two hours.

Lately on holidays and even on weekends, I've been waking up at seven or eight. This happens even when I sleep late, at about 3 or so. Of course I make myself go right back to sleep. Wake up for what!

Is this the result of working life? That the incorrigible pig in me gets an automatic wake up call from my own internal clock. how can!!!!

Besides that, I feel extremely lonely. Put aside the fact that I stay with my grandmother and aunt. It's the fact that I don't have anyone my own age to communicate with and relate to. In university, everyone was more or less the same age, we could still chat and talk, we were still more or less in the same campus area . It was so comfortable and blissful. It was also very enjoyable in college where/even though  everyone was lumped into one area and couldn't really move too far from the college due to boarding school restrictions.

But now? I don't know. it doesnt make things better that my friends are mostly in the uk.

Maybe it's cuz i miss uni life. I miss how things were before. I miss my independence. And I miss the cold weather. The hot weather here makes me so tired

And I'm still unfamiliar with a lot of things.... so it doesn't help. I'm doing my best and will try harder to familiarize myself, but for the time being...

I feel awful